[No, there wasn't. But her not being alone mattered more than anything. Some place to let all of this out, lash out and just have her panic attack at this. She was scared, angry, crushed, spiraling in a pit of despair.
But at least she wasn't alone. She stood alone so many times, her life between families was never met with any siblings. She had no sense of what an actual family was and apparently less than she thought she did.
That thought just made her fall further. Or would if she didn't have someone to catch her, someone she was currently latched onto like she'd fucking drop into an endless void if she let go of him. All throughout this she just kept asking no one in particular:]
What the fuck am I supposed to do... [She knew the answer was nothing. She asked it anyway while she just kept shrinking into herself.
Her crying would settle after not too long, her grip on Dante released while she tried to remind herself to breathe.]
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But at least she wasn't alone. She stood alone so many times, her life between families was never met with any siblings. She had no sense of what an actual family was and apparently less than she thought she did.
That thought just made her fall further. Or would if she didn't have someone to catch her, someone she was currently latched onto like she'd fucking drop into an endless void if she let go of him. All throughout this she just kept asking no one in particular:]
What the fuck am I supposed to do... [She knew the answer was nothing. She asked it anyway while she just kept shrinking into herself.
Her crying would settle after not too long, her grip on Dante released while she tried to remind herself to breathe.]
... Fuckin 'ell...