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D A N T E ( Big Disaster Energy ) ([personal profile] advivo) wrote2023-04-04 06:39 am
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UN: DEVILHUNTER TEXT  AUDIO  VIDEO  ACTION

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about a week after everyone's saved; text/voice/action?

[personal profile] medicgunner 2023-08-10 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Papers, papers, papers... All part of the protocol to sort out even if she didn't like the Order right now they were agreed in crippling Krusnik's operations. It just so happened on this day she was nearing the end of the pile (yeah it took her almost a week, she paces herself dammit) when she took a short break to send an innocent text to her favorite scruffy Demon Hunter.]

hey how're things goi


o4iutr


[Then dropped her phone on the floor, inadvertently switching the voice function on. For a while there was just silence, sheer shock on her face at one of the names that appeared on their list of funding and subject sources.

--zen Corporation. Location: England, United Kingdom Name: Kinsley's Kids Home

No. Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck...

Frantically as if she would find something to prove that was bullshit, she shuffled underneath the papers only to see the name come up. Again and again and again.

Among the subjects, that name. The Surname she used because she didn't have anything else. She found other kids, teens. She found unrelated people, she found Dante's name.

Whatever progress she made was spilled all over the floor in a mess of ashy papers and dust as she kicked away from her desk suddenly unable to breathe or stop shaking. She was muffled but still clearly horrified.]


You're... you're fuckin' pullin' one over on me... r-right? It can't...

[There was nothing else in her mind except for that, the proof was right the fuck there, she didn't even know she'd turned the voice on she just sat there, paralyzed.

Then she just got up and ran. Ran far the fuck away from it. Run from the truth she could not handle right now.

The fact that the people who took her in willingly gave money and children to those Monsters.

Whoever finds her be damned, she wasn't thinking she was running, potentially stopping somewhere just to catch what breath she could and sinking down against a wall.]


Fuck... fucking hell... why...
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[personal profile] medicgunner 2023-08-13 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
[It's because she wasn't thinking. She didn't have an idea of a where to go, a where to run she just ran before eventually her anxiety caught up with her legs and she just fell. She didn't even consider someone would find her.

Probably a good thing it ended up being someone she knew, but him being straight in her view, albeit with a long delay of just her looking down at her weak and trembling hands, he'd see her normally sharp look gone and instead eyes full of horror and tears.]


Dante...

[She couldn't stop shaking, her eyes, her voice, her hands... each breath she took that made her forget what composure she could have had to specify anything.]

They were funding them... They've been funding Krusnik this whole time...

[Her voice caught in her throat.]

The people who took me in... the Kinsley family's been fucking giving kids and money to Krusnik...
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[personal profile] medicgunner 2023-08-15 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
[The hands taken did well to ground her, at least somewhat. Where she was seconds away from being unable to form a sentence or let any words out at all, any screams, even any sounds of sobbing, she could at least steady her shaking a little knowing where she was and who she was talking to instead of spiraling.

At least not completely. She of all people knew that one of the heads being cut off didn't account for every region.]


They've been in Europe for longer... I-I dunno how long or how much they got going... or if they're still bringin' kids they adopt in...

[The fear and despair intersected with her sheer anger.]

We didn't 'ave fuck all for money, I was sendin' parts of my pay to 'em... How fuckin' much of those kids did they just hand over... How...

[How close was she to ending up like Ash or Zero... maybe not even being that lucky... was she really just as screwed to be with some bastard organization no matter what she did?

Knowing the Queen Melia she admired was a lie was one thing... it was her past life, she didn't have to think about that... but this was her current life.

What the fuck was she supposed to do?]


Fuck...
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[personal profile] medicgunner 2023-08-23 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[No, there wasn't. But her not being alone mattered more than anything. Some place to let all of this out, lash out and just have her panic attack at this. She was scared, angry, crushed, spiraling in a pit of despair.

But at least she wasn't alone. She stood alone so many times, her life between families was never met with any siblings. She had no sense of what an actual family was and apparently less than she thought she did.

That thought just made her fall further. Or would if she didn't have someone to catch her, someone she was currently latched onto like she'd fucking drop into an endless void if she let go of him. All throughout this she just kept asking no one in particular:]


What the fuck am I supposed to do... [She knew the answer was nothing. She asked it anyway while she just kept shrinking into herself.

Her crying would settle after not too long, her grip on Dante released while she tried to remind herself to breathe.]


... Fuckin 'ell...
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[personal profile] medicgunner 2023-08-25 02:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not giving them another pound or quid... only pounding they deserve is a fucking beatdown.

[Her tone was extremely weak much like her emotional state, but the fact the anger seeped in much more clear spoke volumes to how much better she could manage for now.]

Order's got me stuck... [Now she really had no where else to go. She truly was stuck with the Black Order.]

They're arseholes... but if they're gonna put a stop to this crap I don't mind relying on them for it. If not them... maybe Jusis.

[She wiped the tears from her eyes with her sleeve, swearing under her breath. Fucking hell...]
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[personal profile] medicgunner 2023-09-01 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a reason everyone's sus of us... [She'll admit that outright. If she didn't know her team, she'd be suspicious of them as well. Hell, she still was suspicious of some of them like Ayato or that Nacht prick.

She trusted Jusis. He was reliable. And knowing she had someone else to rely on... someone outside of the Order and their bullshit.

Maybe she didn't have to be as scared of them. She swallowed her anxiety down, taking a long but still shaky breath.]


I know. I... [A sigh. She can't bring herself to talk around this with a quip.] I know I got you if it comes down to it. Thanks... Dante.
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[personal profile] medicgunner 2023-09-16 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Most of our team ain't arseholes, at least. [Not all, but most. Thinking about them and Dante's straightforwardness with her at least helped her smile a little herself. She didn't pull away from the gesture, his words though, well.

The tip of her feeling a little better was this.]


Pfft. Gross.
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[personal profile] medicgunner 2023-09-25 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
If it'll get you to stop barking up the wrong tree, she woulda shown up sooner. [The LGBTree, that is.

Granted, she was exaggerating. Even her sass was a little dull but compared to how it was, she was back on the road to herself and took his hand to stand with him.]


... I think so. Thanks again.